Exacting moments of lucidity
Saturday, April 24, 2004
why is there no spacing???
Warmer days ahead Kaph Aleph Nun Yod fortunate fool of transformation as a hermit 20 + 1 + 50 + 9 = 80 or Peh (tower) Beth Vau Nun magician priest of transformation 2 + 6 + 50 = 58 = 13 = 4 or Daleth (empress) The God-dess is/are yearning for union and re-union. The Empress in the Tower, the Yin in the Yang, feminine principle within the masculine, fortress warmed within by wisdom. The mirror was never tarnished, rather perceived as distortion or magnification. The mirror effect being so obvious so as to be unnoticed, like forest for the trees. Like the Earth forgives the parting of Her soils, I love those who are closest to me, after all. . . Love renewed like fresh verdant growth, fecundity festivities in the field, pastoral bovine pleasure with flowery insectile droning in sunshine meditation. birdsong spiralling intricate woven aural tapestries fluttering breezes feathers soft.
Sunday, April 18, 2004
Beltane is a celebration of coming fertility. Rebirth and preparation to cultivate what is sown. It is associated with Mayday, when the Maypole is erected and ceremoniously wrapped with colorful cloth in a woven crisscrossing pattern. The pole is a Lingamic symbol, enveloped by the "feminine" principle, the bright cloths. This year Beltane at my place will be closer to what I envision a Beltane celebration to be: facilitating a meeting of the God and the Goddess, represented by myself and my partner. The God and Goddess embrace in eternal union, bringing life to fruition. The Great Rite is performed upon the land. The Goddess fertilized by the God's ardour. Food, fun and frolicking.
Thursday, April 01, 2004
Our wedding vow renewal will be later this year, during the summer, when it's warmer.
Beltaine will be just what it is: a celebration of fertility and fun.
I am not into this computer lifestyle as much anymore, probably has to do with the weather warming up. Has to do with my world changing.
